The Journey Through to Awareness

Monday, October 12, 2020
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2020/10/12 - Order - Disorder - Reorder

[NEW EPISODE] Order - Disorder - Reorder

God's Natural Universal Progression

God is a God of Order. Everything has to be torn down and die before it is transformed and made anew; so it is with our psyche in the natural progression of the growth of our soul.

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Show Notes

Segment 1

Dr. Dau talks about the TalkRadio song. It makes her want to go out and ask people if they have heard this. This is why she said yes to G-d about the radio show. She wants to share her real experience with growth and development. She used to be an affiliate with the Senecal Sisters, a group of nuns. She will discuss the different phases of development. Narcissism starts in the womb. Outside stimulus becomes the inner reality and truth of what we begin to live as we grow up into adults. Our outer experiences become an inner world that we live out of. There is a natural spiritual order to develop our soul. G-d gave us free will to partake in this divide progression as part of nature or not. We are the only creatures that have free will to choose whether or not to follow that progression or not. To follow the G-d inside of us or not. The natural order of progression is real and it exists. 

Segment 2

 Dr. Dau discusses psychological vs soul development and the natural order of progression for both of them. Before Jesus came, humanity had lived out of a “reptilian” type of brain. There was no thought about an action, everything was a reaction. She is committed to this work and awareness that she has. She is hoping to be some sort of a guide, saying that with great humility, to help viewers realize the truth in all of what she is saying. G-d is in us, with us always. Where is G-d, he is everywhere. It’s like a fish asking where the water is. First order of live, 0-7, we all come from disfunction. The small mind of the ego that we developed believed that any time of disorder should be avoided. We need to pretend that our order is entirely good, it should be everybody's order. It is the only truth, and you can see how people argue and fight over this just to protect these views. We grow the most when we overcome difficulties. We take our past and Velcro it on our present until we deal with it and address it.

Segment 3

A lot of the first order of life is unconscious, and it acts like an operating system. All of it is meant to help us to function in the world. We don’t think about our actions. We look to avoid conflict and inconsistencies during this hour. We are looking to be comfortable. Our home life as children is meant to shape us and give us the depth of security. We are not prepared for the second half of life because of the first order. We fight to use the skill set that we learned in the first order but it doesn't fit. We are left with very little frustration tolerance and impulse control. Dr. Dau now looks at Disorder. We cannot avoid suffering. A few of us enter disorder willingly, but usually it is thrown at us. 

Segment 4

Sooner or later if we say yes to any spiritual schedule, we will have an awareness of what is happening inside of us. We might not have the tools to deal with trauma. It can bring us to the truth of who we are, and who really is in the driver's seat of our life. The truth is if we haven’t worked on our soul with the development of G-d, we are living someone else's life. We are living what was passed down to us from the first order of life based on what we were brought up around. You have to be awake to know why things in your life are not working. Dr. Dau knows who Jesus is, she has met Jesus in her heart and in her soul. We are called to let go of our ego-centric thoughts and go further on a large journey. We look to grow not with ourselves alone but to elevate our collective consciousness. 


00:00:38.820 --> 00:00:44.070 Georgeann Dau: Good evening, I'm Dr. George and down. And this is a journey through

00:00:45.390 --> 00:00:47.910 Georgeann Dau: I'm delighted to be here with you all tonight again.

00:00:48.990 --> 00:00:53.880 Georgeann Dau: And I hope there are at least some of you that have been following along the way.

00:00:55.710 --> 00:01:09.870 Georgeann Dau: You know, there's a part in this song, not the guitar instrumental but the talk radio NY sees choice that they play before the instrumental piece before I come on

00:01:11.220 --> 00:01:12.570 Georgeann Dau: And it talks about

00:01:14.400 --> 00:01:27.000 Georgeann Dau: You know the atoms and how we're all part of that now we're all part of everyone. And then there's a section where it says it makes me want to go out and say to everyone. Um, have you heard this.

00:01:28.260 --> 00:01:35.040 Georgeann Dau: And it's that feeling, why I said yes to God about the radio show.

00:01:36.210 --> 00:01:38.190 Georgeann Dau: Because I want to

00:01:39.240 --> 00:01:59.430 Georgeann Dau: share with all of you as many as I can not only my personal experience of growth and development, but that how real it is and how I have the privilege of seeing it by working with so many people in my work as a psychoanalyst and spiritual director

00:02:01.620 --> 00:02:12.750 Georgeann Dau: I used to be an affiliate with the cynical sisters, which was a great group of nuns very advanced very ahead of their time.

00:02:13.830 --> 00:02:26.820 Georgeann Dau: Their ministry was about sharing the love and word the true word of Jesus through retreat nice to do a lot of retreats for them, which is so much of what my experiences.

00:02:27.900 --> 00:02:38.430 Georgeann Dau: In put in preparation for what one of the ways I'm going to speak to all of you tonight so you know when we've been looking at in the past couple of weeks.

00:02:39.600 --> 00:02:41.220 Georgeann Dau: Many things but

00:02:42.450 --> 00:02:43.380 Georgeann Dau: Certainly.

00:02:44.550 --> 00:02:57.750 Georgeann Dau: The different ways that we grow and develop psychologically the different phases and stages we go through with the natural course of development.

00:02:59.010 --> 00:03:11.700 Georgeann Dau: And, you know, I'm sorry if this comes across like a course, there's a lot of material that I'm trying to get through to to all of you. So I apologize. I hope I'm not boring.

00:03:13.590 --> 00:03:20.970 Georgeann Dau: And to those that really want to hear this and have the desire, I would think that you wouldn't think it would be boring.

00:03:22.980 --> 00:03:26.880 Georgeann Dau: So we've been looking at the revelation that

00:03:28.410 --> 00:03:38.760 Georgeann Dau: I use the word must and I don't like that word that were invited to become aware and acknowledge that which lives within us that which lives within us.

00:03:40.440 --> 00:03:43.440 Georgeann Dau: For us to go beyond the limits of the mind.

00:03:44.790 --> 00:03:59.220 Georgeann Dau: That's scriptural to go beyond the limits of the mind. I spoke about that in the first show as to how I was invited to that, how God spoke to me by the opening of a bible to that page. I won't repeat myself. For those of you that have been

00:04:00.390 --> 00:04:18.570 Georgeann Dau: With me from the beginning. But Jesus also uses the term meta, meta Neuer which means to turn around and change the mind to change our minds and we looked at list, we could Jesus speaks of this many, many ways. All through Scripture.

00:04:19.890 --> 00:04:21.540 Georgeann Dau: Is a natural progression.

00:04:22.740 --> 00:04:25.800 Georgeann Dau: Of our psychological development.

00:04:26.880 --> 00:04:44.190 Georgeann Dau: We looked at that, it's intrauterine not just when we're born, people think it's just when we're born, but it's not. It's from intrauterine the infants experience in the womb, not only of its own experience, but the experience of who's woman was of course mother and

00:04:46.710 --> 00:04:50.070 Georgeann Dau: We looked at the different stages of individuation you know

00:04:51.240 --> 00:05:02.760 Georgeann Dau: Excuse me narcissism. By the way, starts in the womb, because in the womb. I'm the fetus growing into

00:05:04.680 --> 00:05:10.770 Georgeann Dau: Creature because we're all creatures. People don't like that term, but we are, we're all part of creation.

00:05:15.510 --> 00:05:20.010 Georgeann Dau: Is the center of the universe. So in the womb, where the center of the universe.

00:05:21.090 --> 00:05:32.820 Georgeann Dau: That womb is the universe and everything is provided. We don't have to do anything. We don't have to think about anything. Everything is provided and that's why most of the time, many of us.

00:05:34.260 --> 00:05:47.550 Georgeann Dau: In ways can be can be revealed in there in the adult life that we don't want to grow up. We want to stay babies. We want to be taken care of. We want someone to come and take care of us. We want to mommy.

00:05:50.130 --> 00:05:50.610 Georgeann Dau: And

00:05:52.110 --> 00:05:55.620 Georgeann Dau: But all through our stages of development.

00:05:56.670 --> 00:05:58.770 Georgeann Dau: Everything that we grew up around

00:06:00.210 --> 00:06:04.500 Georgeann Dau: Became the way, the truth and the light

00:06:06.360 --> 00:06:07.980 Georgeann Dau: Outside stimulus.

00:06:09.270 --> 00:06:17.430 Georgeann Dau: Became the inner reality and truth of what we begin to live.

00:06:19.620 --> 00:06:20.250 Georgeann Dau: As

00:06:21.360 --> 00:06:32.070 Georgeann Dau: We grow up into adults. So our outer experiences become an in a world that we live out of

00:06:35.010 --> 00:06:41.760 Georgeann Dau: As part of God's creation, there's a natural flow, there's a natural suit sequence.

00:06:43.080 --> 00:07:05.910 Georgeann Dau: Of nature, right, the seasons, the many ways plants have a life, some don't have a very long life others come back year after year with the seasons. They change they bloom. They blossom they die. And so it is with us and all other creatures.

00:07:07.890 --> 00:07:18.990 Georgeann Dau: But there's a natural universal alignment that we follow. So, so we have a psychological development, but there's also a divine

00:07:20.010 --> 00:07:27.480 Georgeann Dau: Spiritual order that we are called in developing our soul.

00:07:28.740 --> 00:07:30.000 Georgeann Dau: to partake in

00:07:31.230 --> 00:07:33.360 Georgeann Dau: To develop with

00:07:34.890 --> 00:07:40.200 Georgeann Dau: Just like I was psychological growth if we didn't partake and participate in that.

00:07:40.770 --> 00:07:58.440 Georgeann Dau: You know with mother or father or siblings or authority figures didn't help us participate with the psychological growth in the stages. Um, what would have happened to us, we would have never developed. Well, we are adults and

00:07:59.460 --> 00:08:06.750 Georgeann Dau: It doesn't stop just because we reach a certain age, there's a natural progression of development. It is a

00:08:08.730 --> 00:08:26.490 Georgeann Dau: There's no cookie cutter. It's different for everyone, but part of that development is everything that we grew up around and developed from our psychological development. It's almost as if the psychological development in many ways gets in the way of our spiritual development.

00:08:27.540 --> 00:08:32.580 Georgeann Dau: There's a spiritual order of things that we are called to partake in with God.

00:08:34.620 --> 00:08:46.050 Georgeann Dau: To be able to grow into the fullness of who God made us to be. And last week, we looked at the true self, and the false self and we looked at the two wolves.

00:08:48.390 --> 00:08:49.620 Georgeann Dau: Unfortunately,

00:08:52.770 --> 00:08:55.920 Georgeann Dau: Each of us, you know, was brought up quote

00:08:57.210 --> 00:09:08.850 Georgeann Dau: With the original dysfunction. I'm going to say that instead of quote original sin. I never liked that word. I think most people shy away from it, although it just means missing the mark is really all it means.

00:09:10.590 --> 00:09:13.290 Georgeann Dau: And, you know, my friend lens or I mentioned to

00:09:15.540 --> 00:09:21.180 Georgeann Dau: love her so much. She died at 46 of liver pancreatic cancer. That was many, many years ago.

00:09:22.980 --> 00:09:23.970 Georgeann Dau: Many years ago.

00:09:27.780 --> 00:09:39.120 Georgeann Dau: She used to say to me, George and God is not interested or concerned with how comfortable you are God is interested in the development of your soul.

00:09:42.540 --> 00:09:52.740 Georgeann Dau: This was before my conversion, but I was always very, very interested in growing in developing and becoming closer to God.

00:09:57.900 --> 00:10:09.180 Georgeann Dau: God gave us as human creatures free will. We have free will, as to partake in this divine progression.

00:10:11.010 --> 00:10:13.500 Georgeann Dau: As part of nature or not.

00:10:16.920 --> 00:10:30.360 Georgeann Dau: We're the only creatures that have free will to choose whether or not to follow that progression or not to follow the God inside of us or not.

00:10:32.340 --> 00:10:35.010 Georgeann Dau: All of the creatures, just do

00:10:36.660 --> 00:10:37.890 Georgeann Dau: A ROSE doesn't

00:10:39.210 --> 00:10:46.380 Georgeann Dau: Decide who it's going to import its fragrance upon it non selectively gives it to all

00:10:48.300 --> 00:10:48.630 Right.

00:10:51.960 --> 00:10:55.140 Georgeann Dau: Plants that protect and give shade or for shade.

00:10:56.850 --> 00:11:10.230 Georgeann Dau: They don't think about who they're going to import the shade upon or not. It's there for all aromatic plants that have beautiful sense they don't think about who they're going to

00:11:13.230 --> 00:11:18.510 Georgeann Dau: Give the scent to it's available for all to breathe in.

00:11:20.760 --> 00:11:21.180 So,

00:11:23.760 --> 00:11:34.230 Georgeann Dau: We're the only creatures that has that have free will. When Jesus was on the cross. There were two men, one on each side of him. When Jesus was crucified

00:11:35.550 --> 00:11:39.570 Georgeann Dau: They would be crucified with him. They weren't five men. There were two

00:11:41.220 --> 00:11:45.780 Georgeann Dau: One on Jesus's right and one on Jesus left the one man.

00:11:47.790 --> 00:11:48.570 Georgeann Dau: Awakened

00:11:50.400 --> 00:11:52.920 Georgeann Dau: And said, Jesus

00:11:54.600 --> 00:11:57.030 Georgeann Dau: Will you remember me.

00:11:58.680 --> 00:12:03.060 Georgeann Dau: And bring me with you into your into quote heaven.

00:12:04.530 --> 00:12:05.760 Georgeann Dau: And Jesus said,

00:12:07.320 --> 00:12:09.060 Georgeann Dau: Yes, I tell you, truly.

00:12:10.290 --> 00:12:13.380 Georgeann Dau: You will be with me today.

00:12:14.700 --> 00:12:24.510 Georgeann Dau: The other man next to Jesus continued to Mark, Jesus saying, oh, if you are the Son of God come down all this off this cross. Come on.

00:12:25.950 --> 00:12:29.790 Georgeann Dau: Continue to Mark, Jesus, and Jesus allowed it.

00:12:31.680 --> 00:12:33.900 Georgeann Dau: So God allows it, God's not a puppet.

00:12:36.480 --> 00:12:39.780 Georgeann Dau: Where we pray for a car and get one.

00:12:41.490 --> 00:12:48.720 Georgeann Dau: But God is a God that if we pray with full wholehearted intent.

00:12:50.250 --> 00:12:55.980 Georgeann Dau: For growth and development and to set our spiritual sights on it.

00:12:57.300 --> 00:12:58.620 Georgeann Dau: It will come to us.

00:13:00.600 --> 00:13:01.770 Georgeann Dau: It will come to us.

00:13:04.590 --> 00:13:06.660 Georgeann Dau: So we're going to be looking at that.

00:13:07.860 --> 00:13:16.740 Georgeann Dau: And also, what we're going to do is we're going to go forward and talk about trying to capture what went on the past couple of weeks, and tonight.

00:13:17.910 --> 00:13:36.330 Georgeann Dau: We're going to talk about order disorder and reorder and what that looks like and how God uses all of that in the natural flow and progression of psychological and spiritual growth and development because it's real.

00:13:37.410 --> 00:13:38.610 Georgeann Dau: And it exists.

00:13:41.850 --> 00:13:45.450 Georgeann Dau: I wish that there were, I could see some hands with some questions.

00:13:47.340 --> 00:13:47.760 Georgeann Dau: But

00:13:49.200 --> 00:13:55.950 Georgeann Dau: I look forward to. I don't want to begin another segment, because we're going to go into a new segment until we come back.

00:13:57.210 --> 00:13:59.250 Georgeann Dau: Okay, so I thank you and I'll see you in

00:14:00.810 --> 00:14:01.320 Georgeann Dau: One minute.

00:14:03.090 --> 00:14:03.510 Georgeann Dau: Thank you.

00:16:20.760 --> 00:16:25.110 Georgeann Dau: I welcome back. I'm Dr. George and down. And this is a journey through

00:16:26.580 --> 00:16:33.930 Georgeann Dau: So we're looking at that there was psychological development and there was sold development as the natural progression for each

00:16:35.100 --> 00:16:39.060 Georgeann Dau: Creature, and Jesus was more than a teacher.

00:16:42.360 --> 00:16:46.350 Georgeann Dau: You know, the, the Old Testament prophesized jesus is coming

00:16:47.790 --> 00:16:50.940 Georgeann Dau: And what he would proclaim and what he would do for humanity.

00:16:52.230 --> 00:16:56.580 Georgeann Dau: God used what Jesus did on that Cross for humanity.

00:16:57.930 --> 00:16:59.010 Georgeann Dau: And we look at the

00:17:00.510 --> 00:17:02.010 Georgeann Dau: Progression of

00:17:05.520 --> 00:17:16.740 Georgeann Dau: The evolution of the consciousness of humankind. There was a huge shift that began after Jesus came

00:17:20.400 --> 00:17:24.810 Georgeann Dau: Jesus is the most revolutionary teacher ever.

00:17:27.630 --> 00:17:30.210 Georgeann Dau: Everyone's heard of Jesus, they might not

00:17:31.530 --> 00:17:36.990 Georgeann Dau: In their heart. Love him or look to follow him by the way Jesus never said

00:17:38.160 --> 00:17:40.740 Georgeann Dau: Worship me, he said, Follow me.

00:17:42.210 --> 00:17:53.340 Georgeann Dau: And Jesus didn't come to start a religion. Jesus came to for many reasons that God used, but Jesus brought a new level of consciousness.

00:17:54.630 --> 00:17:55.620 Georgeann Dau: Before

00:17:56.790 --> 00:17:57.570 Georgeann Dau: Jesus

00:17:58.680 --> 00:17:59.280 Georgeann Dau: Came

00:18:00.660 --> 00:18:03.240 Georgeann Dau: Humanity had very much

00:18:05.130 --> 00:18:23.310 Georgeann Dau: Lived out of quote a reptilian type of brain where there was stimulus response that there was no thought about inaction. Everything was a reaction you hurt me. I'm gonna hurt you back. You stabbed me. I'm gonna stab you

00:18:25.470 --> 00:18:28.500 Georgeann Dau: It was almost as if people had did not have a conscience.

00:18:31.080 --> 00:18:37.110 Georgeann Dau: Before Jesus died. He said, I have to go to his disciples he said, I have to go.

00:18:38.610 --> 00:18:53.940 Georgeann Dau: Because I need to, if I don't go. I'm not going to leave you quote the helper. I'm not going to leave you be able to leave you the lead from the original texting and Aramaic, and Greek and then Greek

00:18:55.650 --> 00:19:03.810 Georgeann Dau: Parents para cleat means helper. We call it the Holy Spirit, those of us that are Christians that lives in us.

00:19:05.490 --> 00:19:11.130 Georgeann Dau: And Jesus pray to the Father prayed to his father prayed to God.

00:19:14.280 --> 00:19:28.560 Georgeann Dau: I am with you. Father, I am in you, you are in Me, May you be in them. May they know that you were in them. May they awaken to the fact that they are and you are and we are all one

00:19:32.070 --> 00:19:36.930 Georgeann Dau: I am committed to this work and this awareness that I am

00:19:38.700 --> 00:19:39.930 Georgeann Dau: Hoping to

00:19:41.160 --> 00:19:48.840 Georgeann Dau: Be some sort of a guide and I say that with great humility because who am I

00:19:51.870 --> 00:19:59.310 Georgeann Dau: To help you recognize the truth and all of this because I with great

00:20:00.480 --> 00:20:16.140 Georgeann Dau: Utility. Remember, and I certainly haven't arrived anywhere there really isn't any place to arrive. But I remember clearly what it what I how I lived before partaking and growing in this journey.

00:20:18.300 --> 00:20:34.140 Georgeann Dau: When there was lack of awareness. When I was really asleep and how different my life was and how different my choices were and how I would react instead of choose to act very much coming from the first order of life.

00:20:37.650 --> 00:20:46.770 Georgeann Dau: But when Jesus died on that cross and what God did with that we were given the power CLI. We will give him the Holy Spirit we now.

00:20:47.460 --> 00:21:00.900 Georgeann Dau: Were given the ability to have God in us, not just a god out there that we were called to awaken to that God is in us with us.

00:21:01.500 --> 00:21:15.000 Georgeann Dau: Always. So when people say, I don't. Where is God. I don't see God. It's like a fish asking where the water is God is everywhere, right here, right now with me with you, we're all connected.

00:21:16.290 --> 00:21:16.830 Georgeann Dau: So,

00:21:19.440 --> 00:21:29.910 Georgeann Dau: Jesus gave us a tremendous gift and Jesus walking the face of the earth lived to show us how it would be as a human being.

00:21:31.320 --> 00:21:38.160 Georgeann Dau: Every touching every difficult every hurtful situation. Jesus lived through

00:21:39.300 --> 00:21:40.740 Georgeann Dau: Spit on hit

00:21:42.060 --> 00:21:49.440 Georgeann Dau: Bruised beaten left rejected abandon lied to cheated everything

00:21:51.960 --> 00:21:57.510 Georgeann Dau: And he showed us how to be in it a living example. It's why I always say we have a living God.

00:21:59.730 --> 00:22:01.800 Georgeann Dau: We have a living God, we're very blessed

00:22:05.310 --> 00:22:08.700 Georgeann Dau: So God uses all of life and comes to us as life.

00:22:10.080 --> 00:22:13.650 Georgeann Dau: To help us with the natural progression of the development of our soul.

00:22:16.800 --> 00:22:22.470 Georgeann Dau: But our first order which I'm going to talk about now, which we looked at the first order of life.

00:22:24.360 --> 00:22:25.620 Georgeann Dau: You know, zero to seven.

00:22:26.730 --> 00:22:37.110 Georgeann Dau: And that development and how we were made to feel about ourselves through the, through original sin. We all come from it. We all live it. We all come from dysfunction.

00:22:38.760 --> 00:22:39.540 Georgeann Dau: All of us.

00:22:42.150 --> 00:22:45.090 Georgeann Dau: The small minds of the ego that we developed

00:22:47.160 --> 00:22:54.450 Georgeann Dau: Believes that the any type of disorder from its own arrangements and I'm going to look at that in a minute.

00:22:54.840 --> 00:23:15.330 Georgeann Dau: The arrangement that it made the way to believe the way to go through life the way to perceive that it is the way, the truth and the life and the ego believes that disorder or change is always to be avoided. So we learn to hunker down and pretend that our order is entirely good

00:23:16.860 --> 00:23:29.760 Georgeann Dau: It should be everybody's order and it's always true. And it's the only truth and you see how people arguing fight over this to the ends of the life

00:23:30.780 --> 00:23:33.810 Georgeann Dau: Just to protect these views.

00:23:39.060 --> 00:23:46.260 Georgeann Dau: So tonight we're going to be looking at this universal pattern towards spiritual transformation that's what the show is about

00:23:47.310 --> 00:23:48.510 Georgeann Dau: It's the journey through

00:23:50.130 --> 00:23:59.460 Georgeann Dau: So as we look at order, we are moving towards reorder but what we need to do is go through disorder which most people don't want to do

00:24:00.120 --> 00:24:14.310 Georgeann Dau: So order by itself, like I just said normally wants to eliminate any disorder, a diversity. Right. It wants to create it does create a now a perspective that my way is the right way.

00:24:15.060 --> 00:24:23.310 Georgeann Dau: And it's a first order of development and it's vitally important. But unfortunately, most of it is unconscious and

00:24:24.510 --> 00:24:38.430 Georgeann Dau: It's made up by all types of authority figures, not just parents and siblings, but mainly that because we grew up in a household with them. We grew up in an environment with them. We shared that environment and those relationships are the most potent

00:24:41.130 --> 00:24:41.580 Georgeann Dau: So,

00:24:42.990 --> 00:24:49.380 Georgeann Dau: They had the ability to help us grow and develop an individualized self.

00:24:50.520 --> 00:25:00.120 Georgeann Dau: The true self by bringing out that which God gave each of us, or to create the opposite.

00:25:01.530 --> 00:25:10.890 Georgeann Dau: To create an environment to thwart that natural progression of soul growth by passing on

00:25:12.000 --> 00:25:14.430 Georgeann Dau: Its wounded this so many times.

00:25:15.450 --> 00:25:25.530 Georgeann Dau: You know, I'll get a patient swore that they would never marry an alcoholic and alcoholics, by the way, some of the best people once they've gone through

00:25:26.550 --> 00:25:27.720 Georgeann Dau: The journey and

00:25:29.610 --> 00:25:40.020 Georgeann Dau: Created sobriety for themselves, because how we grow is to suffering, unfortunately, that's how we grow the most when we're on our knees.

00:25:40.860 --> 00:25:50.580 Georgeann Dau: You know, that's probably one of the times that most people go to prayer when things are not going well, what if people do, first thing they say, oh, God help me.

00:25:52.080 --> 00:26:03.300 Georgeann Dau: Oh God help me. But God wants relationship. God wants us to want God in a relationship ongoing bond relationship. I'm

00:26:04.650 --> 00:26:18.450 Georgeann Dau: So all of these authority figures had the opportunity to help us grow into the fullness of who God made us to be. I think I mentioned this week that Michelangelo was told nothing good comes from working with the sands.

00:26:20.730 --> 00:26:25.110 Georgeann Dau: Of course, he didn't listen and thank God for that. But it's like

00:26:26.520 --> 00:26:31.320 Georgeann Dau: A young man that I worked with very, very creative.

00:26:33.270 --> 00:26:44.370 Georgeann Dau: Woods woodsmen worked with the sands working with wood carving wood great furniture maker, BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL gifted young man.

00:26:44.970 --> 00:27:05.280 Georgeann Dau: His father was in banking and his father was very, very embarrassed and made it known to the sun, the father was very disappointed that the sun did not want to go into banking, but the sun didn't and the father did everything he could to make the sun feel badly about his craft.

00:27:06.300 --> 00:27:30.870 Georgeann Dau: And these are the type of wounds that come into us as children, where we carry them into our adult life. So now I'm anyway that as an adult. This young man is made to feel that he's not listened to, or that he's saying something that isn't being accepted because it has a familiar

00:27:31.920 --> 00:27:52.470 Georgeann Dau: Tone something from his original wound with his father until that's healed. He will react to that because it has a has a similar flavor. And this is what happens until we with God partake in the development of our soul.

00:27:54.210 --> 00:27:56.760 Georgeann Dau: Right. Each person believes to be true.

00:27:58.290 --> 00:28:00.600 Georgeann Dau: And how whatever is passed on.

00:28:01.740 --> 00:28:10.500 Georgeann Dau: It's true real my way is the only way and we know that that's not real. And there's nothing you know wrong with

00:28:11.160 --> 00:28:27.240 Georgeann Dau: Our first development, it has to be. It's how we learn to function in the world in many, many ways it's just that and no pat no criticism to family. Everybody does the best they can. It just wasn't. It's not a one size fit all.

00:28:29.430 --> 00:28:44.700 Georgeann Dau: You know what worked for them wasn't a necessarily a fit for us. And certainly, that was the case in my family that I have a sister seven years older. And I was brought up to made to feel that I should be fitting

00:28:45.270 --> 00:28:53.100 Georgeann Dau: Into her shoes and I was a little bit of a rebel so it didn't work so well. But there was a lot of hurt feelings.

00:28:54.240 --> 00:28:59.970 Georgeann Dau: And loneliness on my end that I needed to work through otherwise every relationship, I would be in

00:29:00.480 --> 00:29:18.000 Georgeann Dau: No matter how loved. I was, I would have this loneliness that I would attach to that relationship and we will do this. We take our past and we Velcro it on our presence believing. It's real until we work it through and face the original wound

00:29:19.350 --> 00:29:25.230 Georgeann Dau: I'm Dr. George, and we'll be back in one minute. Thank you so much for joining me.

00:31:54.210 --> 00:31:56.370 Georgeann Dau: I welcome back to the journey through

00:31:58.410 --> 00:32:01.050 Georgeann Dau: So the environment. We were brought up with if

00:32:04.020 --> 00:32:11.430 Georgeann Dau: Our family of origin was brought up mommy and daddy grandma, grandpa with

00:32:12.000 --> 00:32:22.260 Georgeann Dau: A lot of criticism, they will criticize us if they were brought up with a lot of praise, they will have the ability to give that to us.

00:32:22.710 --> 00:32:31.230 Georgeann Dau: We can only give what's inside our cupboards, if our CUPBOARDS ARE bare. We have less to give us doesn't make bad people.

00:32:31.800 --> 00:32:45.630 Georgeann Dau: It just means limited. We're all limited none of us have everything to give or or for each other at all. The only differences, those of us that are awake to that for not awake to it. We continue to defend against what we're not

00:32:47.280 --> 00:32:50.760 Georgeann Dau: And there's many ways that that shows up so

00:32:52.500 --> 00:33:03.780 Georgeann Dau: Whatever we were brought up around wherever we saw we were getting acknowledgement. We tried to fit ourselves into that box so that we would have love and acceptance from the family.

00:33:04.290 --> 00:33:14.790 Georgeann Dau: We tried to squeeze ourselves into that box like the young man that is a skilled Carpenter, um, you know, looking to go into banking very unhappy.

00:33:16.620 --> 00:33:20.160 Georgeann Dau: He did eventually continue as a carpenter and

00:33:21.180 --> 00:33:27.210 Georgeann Dau: Had to deal with many things with this father, looking at them many wounds, but um so

00:33:28.740 --> 00:33:31.560 Georgeann Dau: A lot of the first order of life is unconscious

00:33:32.700 --> 00:33:39.600 Georgeann Dau: So we don't realize that it's in there. We just learned to operate. It's like an operating system, but it's unconscious

00:33:40.140 --> 00:33:47.580 Georgeann Dau: And there is there is a psychological piece. And, of course, is a physical piece, but all of it is meant to help us.

00:33:47.910 --> 00:34:02.430 Georgeann Dau: To function in the world to fit into and to function in the world as we know with the world of outlaws, how many times have you driven in the car and arrived at your destination and thought, Whoa, I don't even remember driving here.

00:34:02.940 --> 00:34:08.130 Georgeann Dau: How did I get here, you know, our minds was somewhere, um,

00:34:09.810 --> 00:34:14.580 Georgeann Dau: But we had, we had learned to drive and now it's mechanical

00:34:16.200 --> 00:34:23.640 Georgeann Dau: And this is with many, many things, including our psychology. I have a another great story. And it's, it's, um,

00:34:24.390 --> 00:34:31.680 Georgeann Dau: It's a, it's probably not a great example but it's it's a small example. So there was a woman who every year.

00:34:32.670 --> 00:34:41.310 Georgeann Dau: At Christmas, she would make this pot roast, and she would take it and she would she had a pan and she would put it in the pan.

00:34:41.700 --> 00:34:48.780 Georgeann Dau: But before she could put it in the pan. She would seize and she would cut off the ends of the pot roast them one day, her husband was watching. And he said,

00:34:49.170 --> 00:34:55.920 Georgeann Dau: You know, every year, I'm watching you do this, you're cutting me off the ends of the pot roast. There's a lot of meat on there. Why do you do that.

00:34:57.330 --> 00:35:10.260 Georgeann Dau: She paused. She said, because that's, that's how you do it. And he said, No, you don't have to do that because yes you do. You have to do this. You have to cut the ends off for a to cook correctly. He said, No, I don't think so.

00:35:10.800 --> 00:35:19.620 Georgeann Dau: And they got into an argument. So she said, I'm going to call my mother because she's going to prove that there's a reason, it tastes better.

00:35:20.220 --> 00:35:30.180 Georgeann Dau: So she gets a mother on the phone and she says hi mom listen with I'm with Steve and i'm i'm making the pot roast. And I was explaining to him that you would

00:35:30.570 --> 00:35:41.550 Georgeann Dau: Explain to him that cutting the ends off the pot roast makes it taste better. That's why we always did it as a family, and the mother started to laugh. And she said, Oh sweetheart.

00:35:42.960 --> 00:35:56.850 Georgeann Dau: I like cut the ends of the pot roast because your father and I just didn't have enough money to go buy a another another stainless steel pan. So the only way it would fit in the pan is if I cut the ends of the pot roast.

00:35:59.190 --> 00:36:01.050 Georgeann Dau: I love that story so

00:36:02.370 --> 00:36:14.130 Georgeann Dau: So the, so the daughter was continuing to do this because she saw it and she made her own interpretation as to what it was and believed it so

00:36:14.670 --> 00:36:27.870 Georgeann Dau: That, um, that's a perfect example of how we take in what we brought up around and we believe it to be true. In fact, and we will even argue with people about it. So our responses are reactive

00:36:28.500 --> 00:36:51.960 Georgeann Dau: And for the most part they're not thought out in our contemporary life we know when we are from working from our unconscious and relationships because we have a very strong charge about the situation that we are part of the unconscious gets triggered by the circumstances or the

00:36:53.580 --> 00:36:56.100 Georgeann Dau: occurrences in the contemporary life.

00:36:59.460 --> 00:37:18.870 Georgeann Dau: It's our goal to even if we're not comfortable with it. It's familiar and we will always repeat will always go back and use what we're comfortable with until we do it enough. And we see that it's not working. And then with guidance and prayer.

00:37:20.190 --> 00:37:34.740 Georgeann Dau: We get to see that this is not working. So, um, and we can change. That's when we begin to change. So that's the first order of life, um, you know, a first order of life, um,

00:37:39.180 --> 00:37:50.610 Georgeann Dau: You know, we don't. Again, we don't think about how to drive a car, we just get in and we're on mechanical mechanical girl a boy and we just put it, we put it in drive, and off we go and we don't think about it and

00:37:53.850 --> 00:37:56.160 Georgeann Dau: The first order of life is to

00:37:57.750 --> 00:38:02.670 Georgeann Dau: Will look to avoid conflict, um, it'll look to

00:38:03.840 --> 00:38:19.560 Georgeann Dau: Excuse me. Avoid in consistencies it'll look to avoid suffering, it'll look to avoid darkness. Therefore, the opportunity for transformation, because in order to grow and change. We need to struggle with.

00:38:21.120 --> 00:38:21.960 Georgeann Dau: Conflict.

00:38:23.400 --> 00:38:26.130 Georgeann Dau: In consistencies some suffering.

00:38:28.320 --> 00:38:39.120 Georgeann Dau: So we're looking to be comfortable only if we're living out of the first order of life order in itself is not happiness. It doesn't equate to happiness.

00:38:40.770 --> 00:38:44.550 Georgeann Dau: It's largely concerned about surviving successfully.

00:38:45.840 --> 00:38:58.470 Georgeann Dau: It's learned to stick to it put itself in it was created by each of us to help us feel that we were going to be okay.

00:38:59.730 --> 00:39:19.230 Georgeann Dau: That we will going to survive that somehow we were going to be okay. But our way is not the only way that we're going to be okay. And in the first daughter. We don't want to change that, but we must and you know in life. We need a very well whole container.

00:39:20.970 --> 00:39:26.220 Georgeann Dau: To hold all the changes and contradictions that arrived later in life and

00:39:29.340 --> 00:39:44.310 Georgeann Dau: Our home life as children was meant to shape us and give us that depth of security, but many times we have not received that well. So we're not prepared for the

00:39:45.720 --> 00:39:51.210 Georgeann Dau: Second half of life mid life or even beginnings of

00:39:53.040 --> 00:39:59.220 Georgeann Dau: Once we strike out and leave the family, whether we go into a marriage or we go to college or

00:40:00.750 --> 00:40:22.950 Georgeann Dau: We're not prepared at all. And we fight to the last drop to use the skill set that we learned in the first daughter, but it doesn't fit and you know it. We are left with a very, very little frustration tolerance, very little impulse control.

00:40:25.680 --> 00:40:27.480 Georgeann Dau: Very difficult. So

00:40:30.750 --> 00:40:32.670 Georgeann Dau: The first order of life.

00:40:34.230 --> 00:40:42.420 Georgeann Dau: We really don't have the awareness, many terms of what we're doing in emotional circumstances of our lives.

00:40:43.980 --> 00:40:49.890 Georgeann Dau: So we are on a way to reorder but now we need to look at disorder.

00:40:51.030 --> 00:40:54.420 Georgeann Dau: And these are the natural progressions for the soul.

00:40:55.650 --> 00:40:56.130 Georgeann Dau: And

00:40:57.480 --> 00:41:02.010 Georgeann Dau: Disorder must happen to all of us, for us to grow spiritually.

00:41:03.180 --> 00:41:03.690 Georgeann Dau: And

00:41:05.820 --> 00:41:11.190 Georgeann Dau: Our role and it can be uncomfortable. One is to surrender.

00:41:12.480 --> 00:41:16.980 Georgeann Dau: Listen to God with them and allow at least

00:41:18.540 --> 00:41:24.060 Georgeann Dau: Some slight cooperation with the natural progression of the Spirit.

00:41:25.170 --> 00:41:27.450 Georgeann Dau: By paying attention by praying

00:41:29.940 --> 00:41:31.260 Georgeann Dau: By being willing

00:41:32.850 --> 00:41:34.830 Georgeann Dau: For things not to go your way.

00:41:36.930 --> 00:41:46.560 Georgeann Dau: See we all want things our way. We all want things to go our way, the way, the truth and the light we know what's best.

00:41:46.980 --> 00:42:01.080 Georgeann Dau: Because the ego does not want to be uncomfortable and it does not want to change, but it must and God make sure of it. We all come to wisdom at the major price of our control.

00:42:03.930 --> 00:42:10.230 Georgeann Dau: Ego does not want to be out of control. And when we cannot control the situation.

00:42:11.910 --> 00:42:30.240 Georgeann Dau: When our first order views and skills do not work in our life. This is what suffering is, this is what suffering is suffering is the beginning of when we cannot control a situation. And if you really think about it, it's absolutely true.

00:42:31.320 --> 00:42:33.990 Georgeann Dau: The suffering that we must go through

00:42:35.160 --> 00:42:41.520 Georgeann Dau: Whether it be a job loss someone dying passing away.

00:42:43.260 --> 00:42:43.740 Georgeann Dau: But

00:42:45.420 --> 00:42:56.760 Georgeann Dau: It will come to all of us. Each of us many of you listening. I'm sure you could think of situations that you've been in where you were forced to

00:42:57.720 --> 00:43:08.160 Georgeann Dau: Recognize that you did not have control and how difficult that fact that felt, and that's really honest if you can look at that. That's really great if you can look at that.

00:43:09.510 --> 00:43:22.710 Georgeann Dau: So few of us enter into this sort of willingly. It's usually thrust upon us, but it comes bearing great spiritual gifts. If we're willing to partake in the banquet.

00:43:23.820 --> 00:43:26.190 Georgeann Dau: We'll be right back. Thank you.

00:45:49.920 --> 00:45:52.050 Georgeann Dau: I can't believe how quickly tonight went

00:45:54.360 --> 00:46:06.570 Georgeann Dau: I am I have so much more material. I wanted to cover. I wanted to read you from Scripture Gospel of Luke 14 verse

00:46:08.460 --> 00:46:19.830 Georgeann Dau: Chapter 14 verse 15 through 24. I'm not going to read it to you, but you might want to take out your bibles and read it. It's the parable of the great banquet. And it talks about

00:46:21.090 --> 00:46:22.140 Georgeann Dau: Where Jesus

00:46:23.880 --> 00:46:27.330 Georgeann Dau: speaks of the great banquet and how

00:46:28.560 --> 00:46:30.000 Georgeann Dau: We are called to

00:46:31.320 --> 00:46:40.620 Georgeann Dau: were invited to this banquet and how so few of us say yes to it and how we are really turning away from God's offering of love.

00:46:41.910 --> 00:46:49.410 Georgeann Dau: As we take God's hand and say yes to this journey. This journey that we're talking about. And looking at

00:46:51.510 --> 00:46:58.710 Georgeann Dau: You know, sooner or later, if, if we say yes to any spiritual schedule.

00:47:01.290 --> 00:47:05.640 Georgeann Dau: We will have an awareness to what's happening inside of us.

00:47:07.050 --> 00:47:13.770 Georgeann Dau: Because there is some event that will happen either a person dying.

00:47:14.850 --> 00:47:24.450 Georgeann Dau: A love pet dying an idea or relationship will enter our lives that

00:47:25.530 --> 00:47:34.230 Georgeann Dau: We simply don't have the tools to deal with. We might want it badly. We don't have the tools to deal with that. To do that and get that

00:47:35.490 --> 00:47:41.190 Georgeann Dau: With using our present first order creation.

00:47:43.590 --> 00:47:46.260 Georgeann Dau: And we'll try to use our willpower.

00:47:49.440 --> 00:48:07.920 Georgeann Dau: With even more frustration because even that is not going to have it workout. And I don't know, maybe some of you were thinking that you can relate to this as I'm speaking, you know, spiritually speaking we're being led to the edge of our private resources.

00:48:09.180 --> 00:48:10.470 Georgeann Dau: That we've created

00:48:11.850 --> 00:48:22.560 Georgeann Dau: And they we are running out of resources and that's the blessing because it reminds us. It brings us to the truth.

00:48:23.640 --> 00:48:25.200 Georgeann Dau: That we all must come to

00:48:26.220 --> 00:48:27.870 Georgeann Dau: Have whose we are

00:48:30.330 --> 00:48:44.160 Georgeann Dau: And who really is in the driver's seat of our life. It doesn't mean that we don't have control of our life, to some degree, but the truth is if we don't have our

00:48:45.990 --> 00:48:53.670 Georgeann Dau: We haven't worked with our soul for the development with God. We are living someone else's life.

00:48:54.240 --> 00:49:07.260 Georgeann Dau: We're living that which was passed down to us and the first order of life will living our opinions were judgments our views from our first order of life based on what we were brought up around

00:49:08.970 --> 00:49:10.140 Georgeann Dau: And we will

00:49:11.670 --> 00:49:14.010 Georgeann Dau: fight tooth and nail to

00:49:15.390 --> 00:49:19.020 Georgeann Dau: Have it be made clear that we know

00:49:20.280 --> 00:49:21.180 Georgeann Dau: And we know the way

00:49:24.630 --> 00:49:34.980 Georgeann Dau: You know, at some point on our journey. We all stumble and fall. Lord knows. I've done it a million times. And you know, I pray for

00:49:37.350 --> 00:49:59.610 Georgeann Dau: I pray for humiliation, because in humiliation, I come face to face with the small minds of my ego, which I want to die when I was talking about Jesus on the cross, although this really did historically happen and it did spiritually make the difference of what I'm speaking of

00:50:01.290 --> 00:50:18.360 Georgeann Dau: It also made a difference because it showed us that we must die in order to be born again, we must feel like we are on a cross, we must feel like we have surrendered.

00:50:19.380 --> 00:50:19.980 Georgeann Dau: Enough.

00:50:21.030 --> 00:50:27.090 Georgeann Dau: To say yes to dying so that we can be transformed and resurrected.

00:50:28.110 --> 00:50:30.420 Georgeann Dau: Jesus speaks about this in Scripture.

00:50:33.210 --> 00:50:34.710 Georgeann Dau: He says, I'm

00:50:35.790 --> 00:50:42.690 Georgeann Dau: Trying to think where I put it. Now I printed out a couple of pieces from Scripture that I wanted to share with you.

00:50:43.770 --> 00:51:02.850 Georgeann Dau: It's, I just want to give you the where it is. It's from john 1224 and Jesus says. Unless a seed falls to the ground and dies, it never grows into the the full wheat unless

00:51:04.050 --> 00:51:11.580 Georgeann Dau: a grain of wheat. That's it. I'm sorry, unless a grain of wheat falls to the earth and dies, it remains just a grain.

00:51:13.020 --> 00:51:13.470 Georgeann Dau: So,

00:51:14.790 --> 00:51:32.580 Georgeann Dau: We are called to grow. We are called to develop our soul to to develop ourselves to hear God's voice to walk with God to have the fullness of life that God has blessed us tab that God wants us to have

00:51:34.200 --> 00:51:36.000 Georgeann Dau: God works with us.

00:51:37.620 --> 00:51:39.420 Georgeann Dau: Asked asking you shall receive

00:51:41.400 --> 00:51:43.440 Georgeann Dau: Knocking the door shall be opened.

00:51:44.880 --> 00:51:47.190 Georgeann Dau: But we have to know what we want.

00:51:49.020 --> 00:51:52.050 Georgeann Dau: We have to know where we're struggling

00:51:53.430 --> 00:52:07.680 Georgeann Dau: We have to awaken become aware of what is going on. Why isn't my life working. Why am I stuck. Why is it my marriage working. Why is it my relationship working and we're going to have a segment on relationships.

00:52:13.470 --> 00:52:14.940 Georgeann Dau: You know it's Isaiah.

00:52:18.030 --> 00:52:21.510 Georgeann Dau: prophesized the coming of Jesus in the Old Testament.

00:52:24.120 --> 00:52:28.080 Georgeann Dau: And he prophesized that Jesus would be the one causing the stumbling

00:52:29.160 --> 00:52:34.770 Georgeann Dau: As he came to bring a new consciousness to go beyond the limits of the mind.

00:52:37.590 --> 00:52:47.610 Georgeann Dau: I know who Jesus is, I believe, I know I've met Jesus in my heart in my soul I spoke about it from the first

00:52:50.040 --> 00:52:52.440 Georgeann Dau: Um, evening we were together.

00:52:54.570 --> 00:52:55.920 Georgeann Dau: But that being said,

00:53:01.980 --> 00:53:08.400 Georgeann Dau: If we do not take the spiritual journey, whether it the God of your understanding.

00:53:10.860 --> 00:53:18.630 Georgeann Dau: We don't have the fullness of life. We will never have the full life we don't we don't

00:53:19.980 --> 00:53:23.310 Georgeann Dau: Grasp the full

00:53:26.100 --> 00:53:30.360 Georgeann Dau: Opportunity within the universe, the cosmos.

00:53:31.680 --> 00:53:45.330 Georgeann Dau: To co create with the collective consciousness with the collective unconscious to awaken ourselves and each other right

00:53:46.440 --> 00:54:07.980 Georgeann Dau: It's the only way that life fate God grace mystery can get us to change. We are called to let go of our egocentric egocentric preoccupation with ourselves and go further and into a larger journey through

00:54:09.300 --> 00:54:15.870 Georgeann Dau: This life isn't just about us. It's not just about me, it's about all of us, all of us.

00:54:18.630 --> 00:54:27.000 Georgeann Dau: We look to grow, not for ourselves alone, but to elevate our collective conscience conscience.

00:54:28.260 --> 00:54:28.890 Georgeann Dau: And

00:54:33.300 --> 00:54:34.650 Georgeann Dau: We have to stumble.

00:54:38.010 --> 00:54:47.340 Georgeann Dau: There will be in our lives, unexpected weaknesses failures you mediations forcing us to go where we would rather not.

00:54:48.930 --> 00:55:04.620 Georgeann Dau: But it's all for spiritual growth, it's all for spiritual development, that's the opportunity in it. It's not for not we die, and we resurrect we die, and we transform, but we must be willing

00:55:06.390 --> 00:55:08.790 Georgeann Dau: To move towards awareness.

00:55:11.490 --> 00:55:13.740 Georgeann Dau: Otherwise, in the dying.

00:55:15.870 --> 00:55:17.550 Georgeann Dau: We're gonna rise again.

00:55:20.610 --> 00:55:28.920 Georgeann Dau: But is it offering us the impact will our lives truly get better from it. That's what we're being offered

00:55:30.600 --> 00:55:39.270 Georgeann Dau: It is necessary pattern for a grain of wheat to fall to the earth and die. That's also from john 1224

00:55:42.720 --> 00:55:46.830 Georgeann Dau: I want to end with this tonight. It's called the salt doll.

00:55:48.000 --> 00:55:57.330 Georgeann Dau: A salt. Our journey for thousands of miles overland until it finally came to the see it was fascinated by the strange moving mass

00:55:58.320 --> 00:56:11.820 Georgeann Dau: quite unlike anything I had ever seen before. Who are you, said the salt, salt to the sea, the sea, smiling, replied come in and see. So the Salta wading in and the further it walked in.

00:56:12.660 --> 00:56:25.890 Georgeann Dau: Into the sea, the more it dissolved until there was only a very little left before the last bit dissolved the doll exclaimed in wonder. Now I know what I am.

00:56:28.170 --> 00:56:31.410 Georgeann Dau: Because the SALTO in willingness

00:56:32.580 --> 00:56:44.670 Georgeann Dau: allowed itself to be dissolved and become part of the greater mass, which was the sea and were called into the greater mass which is

00:56:46.200 --> 00:56:50.910 Georgeann Dau: A sin. God, I want to thank you for tonight. God bless you.

00:56:52.620 --> 00:57:12.210 Georgeann Dau: And I don't think we have time for prayer, but know that I pray for all of you and I ask you to pray for me, hopefully I'll see you next week. And we will be maybe having a guest next week, it'll either be next week or the week after. We have a few got guests lined up.

00:57:13.620 --> 00:57:15.120 Georgeann Dau: God bless. Good night.

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